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Elaine May!!!!
Lies And Truth
When Isla Holmes life
as a child is turned upside down and she is ripped away from her soul
mate, she is forced to live a life with evil.
When Isla and her soul mate cross paths will they find a happy ever after or will evil intervene?
When Isla and her soul mate cross paths will they find a happy ever after or will evil intervene?
Pain And Truth
Should be read after reading Lies And Truth
As Joshua sees the doctor from earlier begin to step towards him his whole world stops turning and his heart skips too many beats.
Everything seems to happen in slow motion with every step the man in scrubs takes, getting closer to revealing what the men in Joshua's own family, his own uncle and cousin, had done to his beautiful Isla.
After years apart Isla and Joshua were finally reunited in a beautiful night but come morning evil tried to destroy it. Will Isla and Joshua's love with stand the new evil that threatens them?
As Joshua sees the doctor from earlier begin to step towards him his whole world stops turning and his heart skips too many beats.
Everything seems to happen in slow motion with every step the man in scrubs takes, getting closer to revealing what the men in Joshua's own family, his own uncle and cousin, had done to his beautiful Isla.
After years apart Isla and Joshua were finally reunited in a beautiful night but come morning evil tried to destroy it. Will Isla and Joshua's love with stand the new evil that threatens them?
Unworthy
“This is all your fault.”
“You worthless piece of shit.”
“I hate you."
“He left us because of you.
“We live like this because of you. YOU GRACE.”
“You won’t amount to anything, you’re useless.”
“I wish I never had you, I hate you your worthless.”
Those were the words that were told to me so many times as a child that i can onlt think of them as true. I lived by my own rules to protect my heart from more heart brake but that was until he came into my world.
Until Samuel Harding.
“You worthless piece of shit.”
“I hate you."
“He left us because of you.
“We live like this because of you. YOU GRACE.”
“You won’t amount to anything, you’re useless.”
“I wish I never had you, I hate you your worthless.”
Those were the words that were told to me so many times as a child that i can onlt think of them as true. I lived by my own rules to protect my heart from more heart brake but that was until he came into my world.
Until Samuel Harding.
Prolouge:
GRACE
The man and lady of the house my Mummy
works in, are screaming at each other and it’s really scary. I can’t remember
their names, I’m sure it starts with a big H, but normally they are really nice
to me and Mummy, but today is different and I don’t know why.
Mummy and I are downstairs and
we can hear every word that is being said between the two of them.
I look over at Mummy and her
cold blue eyes that once told me she loved me, now tell me something completely
different. They tell me everything she won’t say to me, even though I don’t
want it to be true.
“This is all your fault.” I jump at the
scary sound above me that sounds like something special is breaking.
“You can tell your British slut to get out
of my house.”
“She has nowhere else to go, darling.”
“Don’t you dare darling me, you bastard.”
I can hear something else break above and the man says a naughty word. I look
over at Mummy and attempt to move towards her for a cuddle, but she walks away
from me just as I hear the lady continue shouting.
“You know what? I don’t care about the
business over here. You can tell Edward we are moving back to America. I
don’t care about that slut and her little bastard.”
All of a sudden the picture changes before
me and my adult self is flying through the town I grew up in and I can see my
whole childhood before me. All the nasty words my mother or stepfather ever
said to me. The slaps to the face my mother loved to give me when she felt I’d
done something wrong.
“This is all your fault.”
“You worthless piece of shit.”
“I hate you, we hate you. Even your father
couldn’t stand to be near you.”
“He left us, because of you.”
“We live like this, because of you. YOU,
GRACE.”
“You won’t amount to anything, you’re
useless.”
“I wish I never had you, I hate you and
you’re worthless.”
I can feel all the hatred centered in on that
little girl and I can feel all the tears she doesn’t show as she grows into the
teenager who hates and loathes herself so much. I can see my teenage self
standing by the edge of the River Tone
just before its cold waters engulf me, drowning me and pulling me down to its
depths with my own self-hatred and
sorrow. I try to reach the water’s surface, but the cold water is keeping me
down, engulfing me with the old memories that still haunt me.
“You’re worthless.”
“You won’t amount to anything.”
About Elaine May:
Elaine
May is my Author name. I live in the West Country of England with my
two beautiful daughters and yummy hubby. I love reading dark and twisted
tales that mess with your head. I love to travel and spending time with
my family. My dream is for people to like what i've written and
hopefully get to go to a book signing event as an author.
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