Perfected
by You (Torn, #3) – J.M. Walker
An
all-consuming need…
Evvie
Neal was my addiction. The love I felt for her controlled me and it
brought me to my knees. She was my one. My only.
Destroyed
as a boy, healed as a man, she was my saving grace. The first person
who knew the real me. Because of her, I became stronger. Whole. A
true warrior in my own personal Hell.
As
time went on, demons from my past haunted me, threatening to ruin
what I had worked so hard to become. Strong.
The
ultimate sacrifice was giving up a piece of myself to be perfect. For
her.
Mine
My dear sweet
Evvie. My wife. My lover. My one. My only.
I’m writing
this as a way for you to get to know me further. Deeper.
You know parts.
Pieces. But do you really know all? I’m not a man of many words, as
you know. I’d prefer to show you how I feel through the use of our
bodies. Loving every inch of you, every curve, every freckle, as we
move as one.
The first time
that I met with Dr. Santos without you, he told me to start writing
in a journal. He said it was a way for me to get out of my head. I
told him he was a contradicting asshole. He laughed. I’m not a nice
person when you’re not around, my sweet Evvie. I don’t take well
with being told what to do. This is why I own my clubs. Why I’m the
boss. Why I’m in control. I need it. I can’t have it any other
way or else my life would be fucking miserable. The only good thing
in it, is you. You are my strength. My light.
After I left
Matteo’s office, his words bounced around in my head and I found
myself at a book store. A black leather bound book filled with blank
pages called to me. I remember my fingers tingling as it drew me in
with each step I took towards it. The need to have the small 5x8 book
took control. It was thrilling really. It was the same feeling I got
when I first met you months ago.
I never told you
how I felt. That moment when I walked in on you hugging Kane, a deep
seeded need to rip his face off surfaced. It shocked me to the core,
taking my breath away. I had never felt that way about anyone. I told
you that I had an ex, someone who ripped my heart out when her
boyfriend came back. Well with her, I never felt how I feel with you.
I never had the urge to mark her as mine. To control her. With you?
Evvie, I have to be in control of you. In the bedroom at least. Other
times? You are your own woman. I know it. You know it. But I love you
more every day that you submit to me when we play. I thank you for
giving that piece of yourself to me. I know it’s hard to lose
control. Trust me.
Now, this book is
for my thoughts but I think it will be filled with so much more. This
will be my gift to you, my little vixen. I can’t tell you how happy
my words will be. You know my past. My history. But all you know is
what I’ve told you. Let me show you what has really happened. Allow
me to suck you in with my words. The only thing I ask in advance is
for your forgiveness.
With this book,
I’m giving you a piece of myself. It’s like a puzzle. Each
journal entry a piece fitting into place. Some you may have to force
until you find the right one that fits. But just know that this
puzzle will reveal the real me. The whole me.
About
The Author:
When J.M.
isn't working her Monday-Friday 9-5 job, she's spending her time
reading, writing and with the love of her life.
She's an
all-around Canadian girl. Born and raised in a small city.
If you
don't see J.M. writing, you'll find her with her nose in a book.
Whether it's her words or someone else's, she's drawn to it.
JM loves
stories with Alpha broken males and that need to be ripped apart and
put back together again. Men that fall to their knees over a wink or
a giggle from their females.
Two
things you will never find J.M. without; her cell phone and lip
gloss. If she has both of those items, you have a happy girl.
Since
starting her writing adventure in 2013, J.M. has met many people,
real life, online, in her head and she loves every single one of
them. Without the support from others, none of this would be possible
and she's grateful for all that has been given to her.
Find
J.M.
Twitter:
https://twitter.com/jmwlkr
Email:
jmwalker.author@gmail.com
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